Well. I know I shouldn't really be sad about this but the younger lady that I was getting friends with benefits found a boyfriend already. The benefits only last one day. It sucks. So now I'm depressed. I don't think I'm ever going to find a significant other. I know that's just the depression speaking at the current moment but I've been single for 2+ years now and it's really getting to me. I'm drinking right now because I thought it might be a good idea. I'm going to watch a chick flick later on tonight. It's what I do.
So yeah. I don't know what to do. I can't even get anything from a god damn 17 year old, none the less somebody my age. I'm a sad sad individual. I guess I'm just not dating/relationship material. She said she didn't want to go out with me because she didn't want a relationship right now but now she's going out with that guy. So what a load of bullshit that was. It just means that I'm not good enough right? It seems that I'm not good enough for a lot of ladies. I seriously think I need to be an asshole in order to get chicks to like me. It has never failed with the assholes so far. I lose at life.
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