I've Got A Feeling

As quoted from a Beatles song. I am starting to get more feelings for Stephanie than I had anticipated. We've been talking a lot lately and I didn't think I could gather more feelings over talking through the phone and what not but it's happening. It does help that we have known each other since Jr. High and we have hung out a lot before now. I like it and I don't. The good is that she likes me a whole lot, maybe more than I, maybe the same, and that we get along and have a decent amount of common interests and personalities. The bad is that she has a boy toy right now that might or might not keep going. I'm not sure and I don't think she is either. She's already been uneven with him and was thinking about calling it off but she doesn't want to hurt him but she does still have a lot of feelings for him. She says that he's his rebound guy after her marriage that she just got divorced from. Then there's the fact that she's going off to Iraq for the Air Force in just a few days and won't be back till January. That really really blows.

I am trying to get down to visit her before she leaves. She is supposed to leave on the 9th but they are starting to change the date in which she leaves from the 9th to the 5th. I really hope they don't because that means she's leaving on Friday and not Tuesday or something which kills my plans to go down and visit her on the weekend for like three days. There's a few factors also limiting me. This hurricane/tropical storm that is coming up but it looks like it'll be a decent ways off shore so I should still be able to drive. It's also low strength. My car isn't fixed yet and like always it's supposed to be fixed on Thursday. Supposedly of course. This has been said many times and more things keep breaking. Let's hope this time when I really really need it it'll come through. Lastly there is her Air Force people trying to make her leave early. Tomorrow I'll know if my car is fixed and if she is leaving sooner or later. Let's hope for the best.