Saturday, October 27, 2007

Parties and Shows

Right now I'm idling in my room waiting for my waste gate dump pipe to cool down so that I can mess with it and finish it up. I hoping I can get my car done in the next 2-3 hours so that I can make it to the party in time and have all my makeup done and what not. The Halloween party that is tonight is the one that I have spent all my money on for the oh so awesome costume that I made up. I'm hoping that people will like it and not say much about me cross dressing. We shall see what happens.

The final part, the dress, came in yesterday. Boy was it late. I was getting really worried that it wasn't going to come in in time but it came in yesterday and I immediately tried it on. It's a little shorter than I thought it was going to be but no biggy. I am just going to wear some knee high boots that I have. Hopefully it looks alright.

This weekend is going to be insane. Along with rushing to get my car working right I have to get it done for a car show that I am going to this weekend. We are leaving on Sunday at 6:30am. I don't know why so early but that's when they want to leave. I also have a party tonight which is going to involve drinking of course so we shall see how it all goes.

I still have to get a lot of things done to my car too. Finish the waste gate dump, fix the windshield wipers, re-do my 3" exhaust dump so that it works properly, and finish off the methanol injection. There are a lot of other little things that I'm doing too but those are the majority of the big things. I also did a little bit of re-wiring which is still going on and that'll take another good 30 minutes of work at least. All these small things and I still have to tune the methanol injection. :( Doh.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Dad's Gone For The Week


Just dropped off my dad at the airport this monring. Today has been a really weird day. I woke up yesterday at 4pm from my young friend (The 17 year old chick) calling me saying that she wanted to hang out. I skipped class :( and went to hang out with her. I had fun and got a few errands done at the same time that I had to get done.
I stayed up all night and then took my dad to the airport. Upon arriving back at the house I decided to try some at home waxing stuff that I had bought..... NEVER AGAIN. That stuff hurts so much and I'm never gunna do at home stuff again. It hurts more than somebody else doing it that knows what they are doing. So.... in the next day or two i'm going to go get the rest of my body done that I wanted to get done.
A few days ago I started doing some good welding. I made up a pretty sick 4" intake pipe. I'm hoping I can make these and start selling them for about 100-150 bucks per pipe. That's how much other places are charging for them. I hope to start making other new pipes and manifolds and stuff soon to sell and hopefully make a decent amount of money.
Speaking of money. My friend Brian owes me 700 bucks. So far he's made his first payment today of 75 bucks. He made it on his credit card through paypal because I have a deduction on there. :( Totally not cool. I'm going to have to talk to him about that.
HALLOWEEN!!! This next week I go to Halloween Horror Nights at Universal Studios for free! My work is taking about 16 of the students and I am their semi-guardian. Their eye that watches over them. I dunno if I'm going to dress up any for it. It might be fun to dress up a little. :) As for other plans for halloween. So far the ear rings, contacts, fangs, and wig have came in. I'm still awaiting the corset and the dress. Hopefully the corset will come in soon so I can play with it a little bit before the Halloween parties. I made the custom fang molds and they fit great. I haven't tried the contacts yet but I'm going to soon. It's a little bit scary since I've never used contacts or ever had anything in my eye. Hopefully it goes well. I still need to get some stockings and some nail polish along with the rest of the waxing.
I'm down to 193lbs right now and hopefully by Halloween I can get down to 185 at least. That'd be really nice. Who knows.
My boss, a psycologist, gave me a number to another psycologist to talk about my crossdress/gender questions that I may have. I don't know if I'm more of a transgender or just a crossdresser. It's a big question to ask but I will find out soon.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Bloggy Da Blog Blog

Well. Let's get some catch going. I haven't posted in my other blog for a couple of months and a lot has happened since then.

I have since quit working at Office Depot and I found a job working with autistic young adults. People around the ages of 18-25 mainly. I actually deal with people who have a more defined form of autism called aspergers. It's a social disorder. I've gotten a lot of awesome stories from it. :) The work place is awesome. I couldn't ask for a better job right now. My co-workers praise me because I know tons of different skills. It's awesome. It's busy on the week days but during the weekends it's pretty relaxing. I take them on their weekend trips to the mall, parks, bowling, etc etc. I love it. During the week I help them cook and clean and do their daily activities.

I met a chick I like and she likes me. There are some pretty hairy complications though. Well... some complications and some just situational things. She's pretty cool. She likes photography, is cool to hang out with, likes going out driving and generally is pretty chill about doing anything, like me. We hit things off pretty well. I met her at work and we started hanging out a lot. Here's where the problems start to occur. She's in high school still and is 17. Schedules don't mix up and i'm six years older than her. It makes it kind of weird and it her lack of life experiences shows. She also has a boyfriend already. Whups. I didn't make any moves on her because of this but one day we did kiss when I was leaving her place. Since then she has decided it was a mistake which is good. It shows she has morals. Her youth also shows a lot because she says that she wishes she wasn't with her boyfriend but won't break up with him because she "loves" him but doesn't want to "love" him. Maybe it's a girl thing, maybe it's a younger person thing. I dunno. What ever it is it is annoying. So that's that on the girl situation. I work with a few cute chicks but they are all taken also and I don't think they are into me, also seeing how they are a lot older than I.

I started playing WoW again. Just in my spare time. I don't raid any more and I don't think I ever will again. It takes way to much effort and time out of my life. I've been hanging out with a lot of my new Volkswagen buddies and working on my car more. It's now super fast and has a turbo on it. :p I shouldn't have bought it but I did. :( I've also borrowed a friends welder and have started to mess with it. I find it really fun welding. It's been a blast so far and I'm going to start to make things and sell them to hopefully make some money, buy my own welder, and sell that stuff so that I can pay off the debt I owe.

I'm working about 25-35 hours a week right now and I'm taking 3 classes at BCC. I finish my AA degree this semester which is awesome. I'll start to take UCF classes soon then. My classes have been going pretty well so far. I'm pretty sure I have all A's or B's in my classes.

I can't wait for Halloween to come. I've decided to go all out on a awesome costume this year. I've never done that before. I'm cross dressing of course. It's the only time of the year I can get away with it without getting asked a ton of questions. I've actually been dieting so that I can fit into the costume. That's kind of sad but I did need to diet any ways. I'm down to about 193lb from 205 less than a 3 weeks ago. I'm hoping I can get down to about 180 by Halloween. If I can I'll probably be able to pull off some nice curves in the dress I'm wearing and my face won't be to fat looking. I decided to go as a Victorian/renaissance vampire chick. :) I got contacts, fangs, a awesome dress, corset, and a few other things to make it look awesome. At least I hope it looks awesome.

I've been starting to think I'm more of a trans gender person than just a cross dresser. I'm totally unsure of it as of now though. I am asking the psychologists at my work place if they recommend any people to talk to about it. Therapists and stuff.

That should just about do it for catching up. I might try and post the last five of my posts from my other blog into here soon.

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Halloween Preperations

Well. I decided to start using Blogger instead of my old one that I had on my server. I'm going to see if I can import all of the old posts. I stopped using it because of all the spam in the comments I was getting. It got old real quick. Any ways. A quick post here....

I've started my Halloween preparations. This year I am going all out and I'm doing it early unlike other years. I am going to be a renaissance female goth vampire. Well... kind of. I just ordered the dress(with petticoat), contacts(cat like with colors), press in fangs, corset (to help with my manly figure), and a wig since I cut my hair off. The only problem is that the dress might not come in in time but it should. The last few things I need to do are either go out and see if I can get a cheap silver+black choker/necklace, black nail polish, and get some stockings. I think that's all I have to do. Also get a few parts of my body waxed because girls don't have hair. :p

On a side note I've been on a diet so I can fit into the dress and look more girly. I've already lost about 2 inches off my waist, a little less than 2 but it's getting close and I've lost a little over 10lbs already. Any ways. I'm hoping there is going to be a really big party to go to with some friends there. I'm kind of scared of going to my Orlando friends because not all of them know I cross dress and I'm going to be decked out in silicone breasts, huge boots, and tons of other girlish stuff. There might be some wondering but oh well.

I'll write more tomorrow. I have to get to bed now because dad and I are going ice skating tomorrow and my schedule is all screwed up right now.