Just a Day Thing

I think my negative thinking was just a one day thing. I am a lot better today which s nice. I hung out with Greg all day. Him and I always have a good time and we don't get on each others nerves which is awesome.

Tomorrow I am going to UCF to try and get back in, or at least submit the paper work since I can't do it online they say. I hope they say I get in. That'll relieve a lot off my back. Otherwise I gotta go see a few counselors about what will transfer over and what classes I should take at BCC in the Fall semester to keep going to school and continue my degree even though I'm not in UCF yet.

I figured out my car situation. I've got 3 cars right now. The bus, parts jetta, and my old daily driver. I'm going to take all the turbo stuff out and get the old daily driver back to NA form with a brand new rebuilt engine with AC and all that jazz. Put in the cams, l/w lifters, l/w flywheel, chip, intake, exhaust and then call it a day. Since I have all that stuff and can't use it any ways on the other car. I should have everything to put it together except the transmission which will cost me about 300 bucks or so. Then some other small parts and for about 1k I can probably have that thing running around again NA style. As far as looks after that, swap over the GLX stuff, and I might rat ride it out and rust the sides and repaint the center. Who knows. Then the parts car will become the insane Jetta and the bus will get taken apart to see what happened to it on the BABE Rally.

I should have enough money for now to get by. I have money coming in from my BABE Rally guys, money that a friend owes me, and my paycheck. I should be good for this month to get my car going and pay off stuff. Then I gotta take a break for a while.

Girls girls girls! I wish it was a easy fix for this as it sounds for the car and schooling situation. My youngin 17 year old that I wanted to have some fun with and maybe date turned 18. That's just a good thing mentally. She was already still legal and she's kind of cool but as I talk to her more I find that she's very closed off about her feelings and doesn't talk much about herself. She has a hard time opening up which I don't like. I found a old friend from Elementary or Jr. High on Facebook and I don't know why I never really talked to her back in the day but now I am trying to. I always thought she was kind of cute back in the day and now she's more cute and seems to have the same interests. I dunno yet, I'm going to meet up with her in a few days here hopefully. See how she is now a days. If anything I have another local friend to hang out with.

I just started using Pandora for my music. Kind of. I am still in Orlando from my BABE Alternate journey and using my friend Greg's laptop and have Pandora open on it all the time. So far I'm loving it because of the new music all the time and it's just so pimp. I've also started using twitter.

I think my website is going to be transformed so that my blog is the main page. Having it as an alternate page doesn't work to well. I dunno yet.

No Posting!!!!

I haven't posted on here in like two months or something. I dunno, maybe it's been longer. Any ways. I just got back from my alternate BABE Rally trip. The BABE Rally fell through and you can check that out at our BABE Rally blog at http://ricketyvan.com.

For some reason I am getting depressed now. I think it's everything that is just hitting me in the face right now and that I am starting to get behind on things, mainly my life. No running car, don't have a stable job, don't know if I can get into UCF, in debt, and no girlfriend. I was just on a up but now it seems to have doubled around and kicked me in the face. Maybe it's just a tonight thing but I don't think it's going to be. :(